Love Happens (third time!)

Well, I keep checking out that LoveHappens.com site, and lo and behold, I just realized, when I looked at a certain picture a little closer that I said "maybe" to yesterday, that the guy was a drummer in a band. Plus he has blonde hair and he looks just like a fun person. Wow! So I clicked the yes button and sent him an icebreaker! Maniac1_1998 is so cool. But I think he's just looking for new friends. Who'd want my fat butt anyway. I've got to shed this fat off me one way or another. I know it'll be easier for me to burn the fat off of me in Florida, where I have my regime of walking, and I can add weight training to it by applying for membership at Curves or Gold's Gym. Gold's Gym is too far away, but Curves is almost right around the corner. I think if I walk around the neighborhood for an hour on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, that will take care of my aerobics and cardio. Then I can work out with weights on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays. Take Sundays off. I'd like to go to church on Sundays, but I don't know where to go. I guess I could go to the Suncoast Vineyard again, but I just don't feel right in some churches anymore. I don't know if it's me, or it's them that God is warning me about. I feel like I'm a new person with all my bills paid. All I have to do is worry about MicroCenter's card, and Mom said she'd pay the $3000 on it in February, so all I owe is $2000. I will never go to the casino anymore. It's not worth it. I'm tired of lending money for an empty sport. Savior, Save me.