215.8 lbs, that’s the difference between what the scale says and the 3.4 pounds the scale of off by. I started six months ago at 248.2 lbs and the weight keeps coming down. Thank God He’s showing goodness and kindness to me. My sister even had a dream that I was skinny again. Dreams come from God above. I think I’m more stable than last time a few years ago when I tried Weight Watchers for the forth or fifth time. I feel encouraged to stay on this journey seriously now and actually feel it’s possible to melt the fat off me. I can’t even believe I’m this grossly fat. I’ve been petite all my life and I started seeing bulges when I weighed 140 lbs when I was 38. Medicine slowed down my metabolism big time and Mom never wanted me to look like a butter ball. I really didn’t care at the time because I felt protected by all the fat from dirty, ungodly, and demonic men and women who would had been otherwise attracted to abuse me sexually, which was an invasion of my Godly holiness and sweetness and against God’s will in my life. I now know that it was wrong for me to pray for God to make me fat and ugly. My new prayer is “God give me body guards!” It was so perverted and wrong and sinful for carman licciardello to not protect me with his security guard when I was at church because all the perverted creeps - men especially - who wanted a piece of Carman who knew they couldn’t get him would come to me and dirty me because I looked like Carman and was Italian like Carman, just want they lusted for. There’s something lopsided about Christian celebrities who don’t love their poor Christian sisters, and just brothers... there’s something sinful and wrong with them for throwing sisters out of church and not letting them worship God and connect and agree, but keeping the sinful men in church. The Christian celebrities must somehow be in connection and agreement with perverted, demonic, evil, sinful, and lustful men by keeping them in church...instead of me.
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