Marriage.Made.In.Heaven.

After about two years of waiting for an intimate man.friend to remember he loves me and find a way to return to me after he tried other women to only find out they were not right after all, God's unmerited favor in His grace & mercy was preparing me for what He had been trying to tell me since 2024:  the beginning of the end.  In 2025, the voices were saying, the end.  The intimacy. the visions all through 2026.  The reality of what we both were inside was exposed, but only for our eternal Salvation.  God is coming for a spotless Bride without wrinkles.  It's not about sin.  Jesus eradicated sin on His cross.  It's about staying dirty that causes the spots because people are too proud to confess their sins to be washed in the blood that their lips swear they believe in.  It's not about the sin.  It's about relationship.  The intimacy Mark and I gave each other between only us and God, was being corrected from both our ignorance, but it was not the will of God to leave our relationship.  God never intended for a man to force a 34-year celibate lady naked knowing that she loved him with all her heart unto God, then only for the man to leave her to go manwhore with another woman, for any reason.  I felt God's pain when His lover invites Him into the heart intimately, only to be left alone because the lover wants to love other false gods, just like the man going off to another woman and then another, and then another.  No, God wants communication.  If you don't talk to Him, He won't talk to you.  He wants proof you love Him.  Make a commitment.  It's called relationship.  One of the ways we prove to God that we love Him is obeying His instructions, commands, those Holy Words of His only begotten Son in red letters and those of His blessed eye-witnesses who wrote the rest of the Holy Bible.  He makes it simple:  Love one another as I have loved you.  That doesn't mean to put up with a rapist or a stalker, (you or the other need counseling if this is a problem).  But Love is not doing your neighbor wrong or injustice.  In this love situation with Mark Wilce (Ohio, USA, rest in peace if he really died), Mark was not supposed to leave me after promising me His relationship.  He was not supposed to have used me after I was faithful to God for 34 years in celibacy waiting for a beautiful Man to love me like Jesus did.  Although nobody can match our Lord Jesus Christ's love for me, I held on thinking God was using me to reach his soul.  All the visions of this man's heart shown to me, I gladly told him, thinking it would give him a conscience.  Many things I did not understand.  God was showing me that some things in his heart were from the past, some of the women were from his past, some were in the present, but one thing that bothered me was that I wasn't in his heart.  Which made me jealous.  Which was exposed.  That I had to repent for the discord it caused in 2024, for which God gave me supernatural peace that Mark was attracted to and asked me for my phone number again.  God was making every opportunity to keep us together.  The voice that said "trust me" wasn't just Mark's, it was God's voice.  Mark was, and is still beautiful in God's image, but I forgot the ways of man and the ways of relationships after 34-years celibacy and my poor mind, will & emotions and heart reverted back to that of a child's.  God was answering my prayers as if I was still the little girl that was molested at age eight, and not sure if there was anything else before that because I was very over protected being the baby of the family.  Mark's only sin was leaving me.  All those other women were adultery.  Let me explain.  In 2026, after about a year of Mark being controlled by another woman to not speak to me and to leave when I entered a room and to only communicate his emotions in his emo word game on Words with Friends under the name of Corrine Weil (cweil0815) that seemed to have several other personalities playing me to verbally abuse and ostracize me in my fight to the death to keep Mark, there were moments in the word game where Mark was still intimate with me, but the gamers would undo the intimate words and make them cruel.  After February, I felt Mark's contrite, repented spirit for being so cruel to me, along with several visions of God assuring me that there was no woman and that God agreed with me that Mark should had stayed and continued our communications and fellowship and intimacy.  I was getting dreams that were warnings of what was to come, that caused me to wonder what was happening.  Yes, believe there is a God of justice against those who reward love with hatred.  But I loved him so much that all I could do was pray to God to have mercy on him and his frailties. By May, God was answering my cry to bring us together, but His Spirit was saying, "You're his victim" and "United Methodist." A few weeks later while take holy communion for both of us, Jesus appeared to me in a vision as very angry and he said to me, "He victimized you!" All I could say back to Jesus was that why don't you just arrest Mark and teach him to love me? In May, I also received dreams and a special answer to my crying and wailing for Mark in agreement with a lady minister on TV who was praying against a spirit of death:  God dialed Mark's phone number WITHOUT me touching the phone, just like he did in February when He dialed Mark's video call WITHOUT me touching the phone. But this time, the automated message was different after it rang three times. So Mark was returning back to me, getting his heart posture of forgiveness.  While I was praying to Jesus, having been reminded of when He once showed me His nail-scarred hands, I heard His Holy Spirit say, "All your sins are forgiven." (I hear the spirit tell me "you are so beautiful" right now as I type this.) And another time I heard the Spirit say, "I have forgiven you," as if to remind me I'm required to forgive as God has forgiven me.  This was preparing me for something.  And the third time, later in June, "I've forgiven you."  June 14th, on my deceased Mother's birthday, as if in answer to my Mother's prayers before the face of Jesus in Heaven, the player played a word "bodied" (Bo died). The players were always word-cursing Mark, and I was at church under the anointing, and the Holy Ghost told me to speak life back to Mark and play the word "risen" and sent a link of the Church's anointed worship service.  He played "unaware." About an hour afterwards, when Mark would had been back home in wifi in time to watch the video, (he never used cellular), I was at the altar under the anointing of Heaven on Earth and I had an intrusive tangible vision of Mark in front of my face looking towards the right as if towards the altar at the keyboards where the anointed music was generating from. I called him Beautiful.  I moved on with the praying ladies to the side of the wall and the Holy Ghost said to me, "He's your husband.' And I fell backwards, without anyone touching me, onto the chairs behind me.  I shared it with Mark, even though he wouldn't answer, and then during the week the devil tried to undo what God said, and it couldn't be undone.  I had asked God to either take him or return him to me because I couldn't live with thinking he was alive with someone else.  Two weeks later, they said Mark died.  The entire month of July I had visions of Mark in Heaven, along with Jesus smiling to me and saying, "he was in a coma. His family has a long legal battle ahead of them."  The visions began to slow down after July 31st, but I still see Mark's Spirit alive in Heavenly places.  I know he's saved because last year his Spirit came to me in a vision when he was alive several times.  A whole year before in June 2025, I saw a vision of Mark on the right side of me singing with me in the passenger seat of my car to the lyrics "May the fire of my altar never burn out...Make me a house of prayer."  That was the Holy Spirit giving Mark a whole year longer to make right with God and me.  A few months later another vision showed me that his grief over losing his brother was aging him and he looked younger holding up a white baby calling him "son," and then he spoke to me as if across a table trying to reason with me by asking that if God told you we were meant to be together, why can't you let go and let God do it, as if to take God out of the box and stop limiting God on how He wants to do us.  So this whole relationship was an exposure to our own eyes what God was trying to clean out of us.  I am reminded in the scriptures that say paraphrased, if the righteous are barely saved, how can the wicked be saved?  Now I just want to go to heaven to be with my King, Lord & Savior & Bridegroom Jesus and husband Mark Wilce that was made in Heaven for me.  I can't even believe he died.  He's still alive whether he's in Heaven or down here on earth.  Rest in anointed Jesus' Peace, Mark.  I love you still and always will forever.