I haven't posted here since 1-1/2 years ago, but there's been a lot that's been going on.  Firstly, The Lord was so kind to me December 23, 2012 right before midnight.  I came home from my old friend Jenny's home around 11:30pm and I got out of my car and was walking towards my house in Ohio.  Well, one of the homeless street girls, Tammy, was walking on the sidewalk and started talking to me, asking me if I was ready for Christmas.  (I was acquainted with her since earlier that year when The Lord put her in my path several times, which was a sign to me to pray for her, and then I didn't see her until a few months later at Walmart with her sister when she told me she had died and was resuscitated back to life and cleaned up from all the street stuff like sex infections and drug addictions.  But then she went back on the street after a few months after that.  As of right now, I haven't seen her for a long time and I hope she is well.)  So we chatted for a little bit and she asked me for some money so she could get her little boy a present.  I was sad and said that I didn't have any money to donate or to take care of her, and I went on to tell her of my desire to start a ministry to put Jesus' name in lights and call it St. Mary @ Jesus' Feet right there on Dixie Highway so the street girls can feel God's love and hear about Him and Jesus and somehow get them off the street.  When Tammy heard me say Jesus, she said "I love Jesus."  And I just began to weep and bawl my eyes out and she tried to comfort me and said, "Don't cry.  Don't cry."  I think I even put my head on her shoulder and cried, I'm not sure.  But then I had to go back into the house and go to bed.  When my  head hit the pillow I saw with my spirit eyes an angel's face side view or profile of a face and then it turned to me and smiled really big from ear to ear showing me his teeth, and of course just then I was reminded I had $5 in my pocket I could had given to Tammy.  So I tried to find her for the rest of my time in Ohio, but I couldn't find her.  Then when I traveled back to Florida, my friend was in physical rehab and eventually she decided to put me in her will and make me her beneficiary.  Was it God's angel who made that happen?  I told Mariann I wanted to help the least of Jesus' brethren and sisters, especially those homeless and who are little in the eyes of the world and even little in the eyes of supposedly Christian people.  I was very sad when my friend died, and my brother helped me put it in a irrevocable special needs trust, with my hopes that I could use what grew from that to minister to the least of The Lord's brethren and sisters, especially His sisters.  At the time being the estate is still in probate, so I give it all to The Lord Jesus Christ.  I still want to minister to Jesus where He wants me to help.  So far all I'm good for is nothing.  I'm retaking a college course that I got an F in around 1999 because I stopped attending and forgot to withdraw.  Right now I'm pulling an A+, but I don't know how well I'll do on my second test in a few days from now.  I used to develop my gifts and talents, but haven't sang, wrote, or drawn, or painted in a long time.... Savior, save me.