Easter

Easter was a fun time this year. My sister, niece, grandnephew, and my niece's fiance all came down for their Spring Break. Easter Sunday was okay: I tried my best to go to church in Tampa, particularly at the SunDome, but for some reason I was always falling asleep on the road. So I had to pull over and rest my eyes and it still didn't help. I swear, sometimes I think people are praying against me and stopping me from going to church, which I call "witchcraft prayers", meaning they hate me so much that they don't want me in church, which is a non-denominational church. The people praying against me couldn't possibly be Christian, or else they'd love me and accept me in church. Anyway, I turned back around and headed home, and I still had a hard time keeping my eyes open. I had to pull over at least three times. I pray that God through Christ Jesus will give me more power over those people and their witchcraft prayers. I'm Father God, YaWVeH's, child through Jesus, and I am to have power like Moses had power over the witchcraft that he opposed in Egypt. So be it. The Monday after Easter my niece married her fiance. She wanted to be married on the beach, but plans changed because of the rain. So they ended up marrying at the Seminole Hard Rock casino instead. I filmed the whole wedding with my video, and everybody else took pictures. So when we all got home, I downloaded the film and the digital pictures all on my mac laptop and made a nice DVD of the whole thing and made several copies for everybody.

HalleluYAH!

The test results from the colposcopy came back normal! That means they do not have to do the LEEP procedure, where they would have scraped my cervix. HalleluYAH! Jesus does save me!

I did it!

Yesterday wasn't so bad. I went through the colposcopy, but I never want to do it again. I was somewhat comfortable, and the nurse did everything she possibly could for me, and I'm grateful. But when the doctor clipped my cervix, I could feel it. I just thank God that there are no nerves in the cervix or else it would had been worse pain. It just felt like a very bad, bad cramp. I'm praying and asking God to have the biopsy come back normal so they don't have to scrape my cervix. Savior Jesus, save me.

GYN appointment

I've got to wake up early tomorrow morning for my doctor's appointment, but I can't sleep. I'm so afraid of the procedures that the doctor wants to do to me. But my friend, Missy, says that fear is from the devil and I shouldn't be afraid. First, the doctor wants to do a colposcopy on me which is where the doctor takes a microscope up my vagina and looks at my cervix. Second, she might have to do a LEEP which is where the doctor applies anethesia to the cervix with a long needle and then scrapes the dead and stagnant skin off the cervix. I'm scared because I don't want that needle going up my vagina and into my cervix! But if she does the LEEP, I'm going to want some sort of local anethesia, but I just wish it didn't have to be given by a needle. And in addition to all this, I have to go to the lab 2-3 hours before my gyn appointment for a pregnancy test. I suppose my knowing that I'm not pregnant because I'm not sexually active is not a good enough answer for them. I'm going to just tell the doctor that I don't want the LEEP done on my body. That's all. I wonder if this is all happening because of some evil man who wished this wicked situation on me...like a curse; probably from some "religious" fool who hated me. I mean religious, as in religiously says he's not religious yet lies about himself being engaged and married and hates me for liking him because I thought he was single: yes, I'm talking about Carman Licciardello - the "Christian" singer. Anyway.........Savior JESUS, Save me!

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year everybody! Since my last weblog, I finally bought the MS Office for Mac. I love to use it! It is so cool. Since then, I've moved back to Florida from my summer vacation. There is a British gentleman who is taking an interest in my life story. I hope it does not disappoint him. He's given me an offer I can't refuse! I told Jessica, my niece, all about it. She thought that it was exciting too. He's more interested in doing the film aspect. It was a great reason to buy Office:mac. Also, upon arriving back home in Florida, I switched bedrooms. I now have the larger room for all of my stuff. I had to buy a bookcase. I must have over 100 books covering various subjects. Christmas was quiet this year. It was just Mom and me. I bought her a little calendar with 365 pictures of Italy. Mom mailed some boxes to her cousins in Italy too. The postage for shipping was over $70! I just hope that they got them in time for Christmas. Mom felt bad for not getting me anything for Christmas, so the next day after Christmas we went to Pearl's Art Store to buy an easel for my watercolor painting hobby. I'm hoping to become really good at it. So far I've only painted a few pictures, but only two that I really like. I wish I could do something with my artwork. I've got over 100 designs. Surely, I could embroider, sew, quilt, and stain glass my artwork. It would be so cool.