Back on Weight Watchers again...

Hey. Back in March or April I had quit Weight Watchers because I got so worn out and weak. I don't know if it was because I was not eating right or if I was over-zealously walking too much. So now I am on Weight Watchers again; this time I'm taking it easy. Also I am back home in Ohio for the holidays. Mom and I found that my sister trashed our home while we were at our other home in Florida for the past three years. She used our house here in Ohio for a storage place to keep all her junk that she took out of her home after she divorced her husband, all the while she lived with her boyfriend. Mom and I also found out that my 12-string Takamine acoustic guitar and keyboard are missing. My sister said that there was a break in when the power was out, but there's no evidence that there was a break-in. She did not call the police, nor did she call the insurance company. Her boyfriend has been a delinquent all his life and was in jail/prison for a couple of years or more, so I feel like there is some foul play involved. The reason is that not only did my sister know the code to the alarm, but so did her boyfriend. So Mom and I don't trust either one now. We changed the code to the alarm and the password and the contact information. Next step is to change the locks. We are waiting for my brother to come over and help us with changing the locks. In the meantime, besides concentrating on my weight-loss, Mom and I are waiting for the right time to report all this to the police; however, we are waiting to find out what my sister did with all the gold bullions that my father bought for all his children. My sister did quite a number on my mother when my sister switched the bank deposit box in her name. We don't know if she got a new box and put all the contents of Mom's box in hers or just switched names. Thank God I found the bank deposit key in my deceased brother's old suitcase. All this is making me sick and I feel that I need to go back into the hospital, due to my mental illness that I already have, and all this is making it worse; however, I will be worried about my elderly, widowed mother who can barely walk and cannot drive. We've been patient with my sister for many, many years and now Mom is fed up and cannot take it anymore. We feel that my sister is following in her boyfriend's footsteps; not only is he not a Christian, but he is a witch and practices the wiccan religion. I know that witches like to be peaceful and use herbs, but this guy hates Jesus, God the Son. His lack of faith disturbs me. Savior Jesus, Save me!!!

I lost four (4) pounds on my second week at Weight Watchers!!!

HalleluYAH! I weighed in yesterday and I lost four pounds on my second week! I can't wait to lose 100 pounds. Yesterday I celebrated my weight loss by taking Mom to the local Chinese buffet. I was hungry for mixed vegetables. I ate a lot of mixed vegetables, and I was satisfied, but because it was a all-you-can-eat buffet I decided it couldn't hurt to eat a few dumplings.... then rice balls filled with black bean paste. I had a feast! But I didn't feel very good after I got home, so I took a very long nap, probably due to depression. But the good thing is that I didn't eat anything else all day and night. This morning I walked again. This time it took me 50 minutes to walk around the block. Before I left, I was feeling a little funny, like how I felt yesterday. It must had been because it was cold, so I ate breakfast and then put on a jacket and began my walk. I still feel a little weak. So I'll just lie down, or better yet, I will make some lentil soup. Savior, save me!

Happy New Year 2009 and Weight Watchers

Once again a new year arrives and once again I am back on Weight Watchers.  This is my third time on Weight Watchers, being the last time was four years ago.  I really believe that I am ready and willing to burn this fat off of me!  God help me lose this awful weight.  Savior, Save me!

Karaoke!!!

Hey everybody!  I've discovered Karaoke!  Go to http://www.TheSimsOnStage.ea.com

Hope you like my few songs that I've posted here on Blogger.

(If You're Not In It For Love) I'm Outta Here

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Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy

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Let It Be by The Beatles

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Hey, It's Been a While...

I haven't posted since April 2007 so let me tell you what's been up with me.  My doctor urged me to go through with the hysterectomy because there were tumors on my left ovary.  So I went under the knife bravely in the morning of June 28, 2007.  My brother, Carmine, was here to take care of Mom while I was in the hospital.  And he drove over with Mom to see me every day.  It was such a good comfort, and I will always keep them forever in my heart for his sacrifice of not only driving an hour and a half to the hospital in the morning, but also pushing Mom in her wheel chair all over the hospital just to get to my room.  I'm so thankful!  My hospital room was a private one, and I didn't have to worry about disturbing anybody else.  My nurses were the best.  Amber was my first nurse, before they sent me to ICU for having a panic attack.  To briefly explain, I was panicking because something was in my chest near my throat and I thought I was choking.  The doctors said that they probably busted a blood vessel or something when they took the tube out of me before I woke up from the anesthesia.  Then my doctor thought it would be a good idea to stick a tube up my nose and down to my stomach.  When I came back up on the patients' floor I had the worse time with needles.  But God and Jesus got me through it all.  I came back home on July 2nd, and found that Carmine took good care of my computer, as well as Mom; he did most of the cooking for her.  Then about a couple of days after I got home, my sister, Vivian, came down to help take care of me when Carmine left.  She came down with her grandson (my grandnephew) and her dog, Dolly.  They were a comfort too.  We all went places where there was a lot of walking and site seeing, which was a good thing for me to do in order to heal from my surgery.  Granted, I walked slow though.  And I really didn't need to take any pain pills.  God is so good to me.  Jesus, my Savior, truly saved me.

Easter

Easter was a fun time this year. My sister, niece, grandnephew, and my niece's fiance all came down for their Spring Break. Easter Sunday was okay: I tried my best to go to church in Tampa, particularly at the SunDome, but for some reason I was always falling asleep on the road. So I had to pull over and rest my eyes and it still didn't help. I swear, sometimes I think people are praying against me and stopping me from going to church, which I call "witchcraft prayers", meaning they hate me so much that they don't want me in church, which is a non-denominational church. The people praying against me couldn't possibly be Christian, or else they'd love me and accept me in church. Anyway, I turned back around and headed home, and I still had a hard time keeping my eyes open. I had to pull over at least three times. I pray that God through Christ Jesus will give me more power over those people and their witchcraft prayers. I'm Father God, YaWVeH's, child through Jesus, and I am to have power like Moses had power over the witchcraft that he opposed in Egypt. So be it. The Monday after Easter my niece married her fiance. She wanted to be married on the beach, but plans changed because of the rain. So they ended up marrying at the Seminole Hard Rock casino instead. I filmed the whole wedding with my video, and everybody else took pictures. So when we all got home, I downloaded the film and the digital pictures all on my mac laptop and made a nice DVD of the whole thing and made several copies for everybody.

HalleluYAH!

The test results from the colposcopy came back normal! That means they do not have to do the LEEP procedure, where they would have scraped my cervix. HalleluYAH! Jesus does save me!