I've deleted my post of November 14, 2012 named "Changes" because I value my friends and want them back in my life with all their flaws, which makes them perfect to me.  I will pray for them if they are in danger of hell and damnation and I will ask God to help me minister to them and impart some sort of gift of whatever they need for their eternal salvation and help to live down here on earth.  Savior Lord Jesus, forgive me.  Becoming Catholic seemed to alter my thinking of old friends who got me through after the Catholic Church and other "churches" failed me.  Help me to love more, and take away any and all hatreds out of my heart that I have learned from religion.  You did not teach me this when I sought Your face while I stayed away from churches who lacked love for me, the least of Your sisters and brethren.  I hope you boot those people, who threw me out of church, out of your Heavenly Home and City and keep me with You Lord Jesus.  Savior, Save me.  Amen.